I don't have much to say because I'm just preoccupied, thinking about tomorrow's u/s.
Most people would just be excited, which I am, but I am also nervous. I just hope everything is fine. I have no reason to believe otherwise ... but I know about the tragic conditions that can be discovered during this particular ultrasound. I of course, do not vocalize these thoughts to people IRL, except to say to DH that I am nervous and hope everything is fine. If I mentioned how I felt to anyone, I would probably just be told that I'm too pessimistic, that I need to stop being so negative, blah blah blah. It's not that I'm walking around, worrying 24-7 or anything like that, but these thoughts are still in my mind.
Maybe I just can't believe that I could actually have a normal, uneventful pregnancy?Again, if I mentioned this to people IRL, they would think I was nuts, since I have no reason to think that I wouldn't have a 'regular' pregnancy. Of course, I had no reason to think that I wold have trouble getting pregnant in the first place either...
I also feel guilty because I'm somewhat preoccupied with my weight, which is something I shouldn't be concerned with at the moment, considering the importance of thomorrow's ultrasound. (I think I've gained about 4 or 5 pounds in the last 3.5 weeks - not good - especially since I have increased my exercise - gotta love that.)
However, I am still excited about tomorrow. I'm sure I'll drive the tech crazy, asking if everything looks ok every 20 seconds. 'How is everything? Everything look normal? Do you see any problems? Is everything fine?!' We won't be finding out Butter's gender tomorrow (even though I would love to) because I agreed to wait at least until my SIL delivers in mid-July as a compromise, since DH does not want to know ahead of time. Maybe the u/s tech will slip up and mention the gender... hee hee.
I'll update again after my appointment tomorrow morning.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Tomorrow's Ultrasound
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3 comments:
I hope you have a great ultrasound and can enjoy your pregnancy without worry! update us soon!
you're entitled to be nervous -- you have gone through plenty to get to this point.
Do whatever you can to get yourself through it between now and then -- including an entire box of fudgesicles. Oh wait, that's me ;o)
Looking forward to your report!
Hey, hope it went well today, and about the weight... Isn't there some sorta guidelines on how much you are suppose to gain, i know it's hard to let go, but pregnant women are not fat, they are beautiful.
take care
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